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I want to be more adventurous, more talkative, friendlier, easier to approach. I want to have fun and live more in the moment, just accept things for what they are and live life to the fullest as cliché as that sounds. I just want more out of life, more confidence, healthier eating habits, to be happier. I want so many things but I don't accept what I have now or do anything to achieve what I want out of life, it's like I'm scared of having too much fun. What the hell is wrong with me?

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Conflict is prone to happen, right? With the amount of personalities in the world people are bound to clash. The traditional story narrative follows a  beginning, conflict, resolution, then the story ends. But not everyone follows this, life is not a procedure or a routine and things don't always go to plan. Some people avoid conflict, they can't handle it, even to the point of leaving things unresolved and just pretending it never happened. Frankly, I'm so sick of this, I have dealt with so many people who can't handle any conflict. I don't like conflict, but I hate when things are unresolved. If things are unresolved they just stir under the surface they can't go away without dealing with it. It can ruin friendships, and how can a friendship survive when you can't even overcome a minor conflict. It's frustrating when good friendships end because someone can't handle simply talking about something.